I feel fat. That’s it, just fat.
I’ve been working out, doing yoga, and even meditating and have lost some weight, but I still feel fat.
Something I haven’t written about, I had surgery a month ago to remove my gallbladder since it was functioning at 0%. So I think what I have lost is just from the removal system not working as it once had long long ago.
My bipolar meds have made me gain weight in the past, which highly disturbs me, I’ve even went off my meds in order to lose the weight and it worked for a short period of time. Then the paranoia and mania and sleepless nights began so back on the weight gainers I went.
Why do bipolar meds make us gain weight? Even now with the whole exercise routine? Ahh the struggle…